THE AMBITIOUS TALK... question mark

I WAS DISCUSSING WITH Mr.Rupert ON THE RECENT TOPIC HE TAUGHT.

"you got some talents there"
"thank you sir"
"let me ask you something ambitious, what will you do with ur knowledge?"
"erm... obviously I just wanna grad from here and find a job and get a life?"
"no son, bigger one, bigger."
"whats that?"
"well, intelligence is a gift, it is not and never will be a privileage for anyone, and one is going to use it for the good of mankind. Find a job and gettin a life might be part of it, but if u make it the ONLY reason, then you are using it for privileage."
"sir I'm not sure that I will be that ambitious."
"Someday you'll understand, by the way, its just a small talk, no hard feelings."
"Of course, sir. "
"Class at 10 tomorrow don't miss it."
"I never miss your class."
"Goodbye."

AFTER HE GOT IN THE CAR, I'M TAKIN MY STEPS BACK TO MY HOUSE... AND I KEPT WONDERING WHATS ON Mr. RUPERT'S MIND.

2 WEEKS LATER ...

I'm back again and here I am...

I was quite busy for the past few weeks. Dozens of exams and presentations. The presentation for the project went well. Not the team with the best robot but the lecturer said:"the explanation on the operating circuit of the robot is the best among others". Apparently this comment caught some jealous eyes and they didn't seem to be happy that we are qualified to enter the robot exhibition. Lecturer says: to choose a knowledgable team that know their robot well regardless on the robot's outlook or a team with fancy-lookin robot but they r not so knowledgable bout their work? Well what can I say. That project was PLANNED and MEANT to NOT ENTER THE EXHIBITION while I need to catch up with my lessons and exams and final as well, and too bad I'm the knowledgable one... ROFL. I really don't have time for presenting my robot at the exhibition and heck, its just a 1.5 credit hour subject. But I was there and... its all over now. LoL..

Gotta call up the buyer of my furnitures later... Need to sell everything out before my final exam finished and go back to hometown, instead of leaving the furnitures here. Still worth a hundred bucks or more I guess.

Study week is next week and a week after it is the moment of truth... FINALS... damn.

Gotta work hard on it to maintain my CGPA... hopefully it will stay above 3.5 as usual. All the best to myself!

By the way the making of the video of With Me is in progress... =D we boys and girls are in action now. Wait for our outcome! Prepare some tissues if you need some cuz I thought of some emo scenes. lol.

Till then,

all the best for the best includin all of you out there.

CHEERS

Rough start // Nice to meet u, Alyssa

Had a rough start of the week.

It hit me quite hard especially when someone I trusted and close with lied to me.

But anyways, I'm ready to forgive her and in fact, she's forgiven.

But things aren't gonna be the same, I'm not going to be as close as how I used to be with her. I won't change my mind. I pick my role, that's it.

Nick and Won-Sue, thank both of u so much. Few pieces of advise on that tiny matter helped me a lot.

Let's just put everything aside and take a break.

I need to slow down for a bit.

Exam is on Saturday and Monday. Gonna prepare myself for that.

Met the Mv girl today, Alyssa Kenneth. She's a sweet girl for a start =D she's Aussie =O

It was a nice chat, I briefed her on my ideas on how things goin to work with the video making.

She shared her ideas as well. It was rather a strange and nice chat cuz two of us never meet each other before except for some mass lecture classes, well she said, and yet we talked like two old friends. LOL. Alyssa I'm sorry, it maybe bcuz you always sit at the back and I think I missed you. Will open my eyes next time. Haha.

Something is wrong with my stomach today, must have something to do with what I ate.

sigghhh

NOTHING MUCH TO SAY TODAY

good day.

over and out

MOVIES NEED LOVE LIKE EVERYTHING DOES

Watched the movie Iron Man today.

How I rated it? Well rate on the 1-10 scale: I'd give it a 7.5.

Why is that? Well, like everyone expected, the movie is action-packed. In the beginning of the movie, the Jericho missile alone could already blown you away, not to mention the ultimate Iron Suit, and it would be nice if I get that kinda suit as my birthday / x'mas present XD lol. Actions were superb, nice stunts and cool tech gadgets from the ultimate Tony Stark.

HOWEVER

The two important elements from the movie: action and romance, are unbalanced. Don't get what I mean? I'd like to compare it with the good old Spider-Man's movie. You may say that Spider-Man is not as cool and as tech-savvy as the Iron Man, but from the action part to the emotional part, Spider-Man beats Iron Man out from every aspects. Though Iron Man like I said, is action-packed, but it was kinda boring when you feel that they were fighting most of the time and though there were slight romantic moments between Tony Stark and Pepper (Tony's personal assistant) but I think it was only about 10 minutes out of the total screening time. It would've been better if there were more romance part, catch the spectator's mood and swing it for a little, Ta-Da, there you have it.

Tony Stark & Pepper Potts VS Peter Parker & Mary Jane

Certainly, no match for them. LMAO. Pete and MJ beats Tony to bits cuz they own the power of LOVE! What can I say!

ANYWAYS

it was just my point of view =D

but there's a saying from the Oracle from The Matrix:"cookies need LOVE like everything does", tho you categorized it as action movie, but just like what I've said: movies need love like everything does, too =P

No, I'm not saying that emo rules.

Lack of love in everything will eventually ruin the whole thing.

I'm freakin' tired for now, will talk more about myself rather than the movie itself tomorrow, until then, good evening peeps.

enjoy the Saturday night.

OVER AND OUT

Just another Friday, good day L&Gs

Its Friday peeps.
Wots the plan for the weekend?
Well, todayyyy, met my lecturer, who is also my project supervisor, brought my small lil piece of robot, and it turns out that she ain't happy about our outcome [me and Eric] =( and our proposal as well. Well, I wonder whats wrong with being extrovertive, or a more suitable phrase to describe is... think outside the box?! She insisted that everything has to match the format given, when I don't see any problems with my own format. Even the project itself, she asked us to create the robot based on our own creativity yet she kept asking for more, and the final presentation is just 2 weeks away!!! Have so much to deal with on that... I thought I've done enough and then she just threw me another hurdle. Heck, I'm not that kind of person who thinks like "oh maybe I should just try harder", those are just craps, I know what I do best -.- fuck all the criterias and stuffs.

ANYWAYZZZZZZZ

Nick told me that Ironman's movie is damn good and he rated it higher than what he rated Spiderman, wooooot. As what I can recall he rated Spiderman something like 8 or 9, if Ironman is higher, could it be 10?!
Booked myself a ticket tho =D 1.30pm tmrw . My Singaporean friends complained that Ironman is way too crappy to be a movie, but screw that, I'll stick to Nick's. Too bad I'm going there alone, housemates? They wanna stay-in and gaming -__- otaku spirits. But I'm not really alone tho, gonna meet someone there ;D will reveal him/her next post.

Oh hey peeps, I'm planning to make a video based on Sum 41's With Me / Best of Me. Well not just me, my friends will be in it and I'm looking for a girl to be the first lady in that video =D
It's goin to be our own version of video unlike Sum 41's. Don't ask me why I'm doing this crap, because I'm asking myself as well! Ok back to the main thing, seriously, I'm looking for a girl who is willing to show herself up in this video. So if there's any girl out there who is interested... =D (note: must be reachable by me)

In case you guys are wondering what am I doing now, I just done chatting with Kelly on MSN, try to watch the news on tv which I've recorded earlier, and yet its full of politics again... zzzzzz, and I'm looking for my specs which I forgot where I last put it... =.=
I know I'm getting older! GRR


Took a glance at the calendar... 1 more month to go and I'm graduated, well to all my course mates, ladies and gentlemen, here's a song for you guys! I'll come out with another dedication which full of the names of you guys in time to come:

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

We always knew that it'd come to this
It's times like these i forget what i miss
Matters of heart are hard to address
Especially when yours is full of emptiness

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye

A time passes by, direction unknown
You've left us now but we're not alone
Before you know it your the cups overflown
You measured no one that I've ever known

And it's quite alright
And goodbye for now
Just look up to the stars
And believe who you are
Cause it's quite alright
And so long, goodbye.


over and out for tonight... Happy evening, ladies and gentlemen... =D
have a nice weekend, cheeeeers.




Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt...
can u hear me? If u do, can u listen to me? <3

SO MUCH FOR THE 1ST POSTTTTTT

Its 1st of May of 2008... and its the 1st post of this blog since I last abandoned my previous blog about... 2 years ago?!

Thanks to Kelly now I'm blogging my way into this Bloggerfield.. =p Kelly, this is not a blame, its a compliment, don't get me wrong =D

credits for Kelly. ahha.

Need to do some work on editing my profile and photos and stuffs.

Oh yeah lets do some intro right here.

I'm Bowie, am a chinese, a typical Penangites of the good o' Pearl of the Orient =D and its a bittersweet 21 for me cuz 21 sounds old and make things bitter but sweet as in I'm officially an adult but that doesn't mean I'm into 'Imma make my own rules and earn my own money' thingy, I'm still quite a home boy. Gonna grad in this coming June, a lot of questions popped out in my head, like which way Imma go and stuffs? Well, might go and look for a job at my hometown to get some entry-level experience for my field - electronic engineering. Question on whether I wanna further my studies or not? Most probably a YES but time is the only factor now so... find a job -> gain some experiences -> further study -> a better job? Looks like it =D

I was borned in 26th October of the good old year of 1987. Though its only around 21 years back then but that was when life is so much simpler than now. I forgot what time I was borned tho but I remembered it was like 9 something in the morning on that particular day. Stop reminding me that I am old enough to vote for the election! Too much for that -.-

but politics in Malaysia nowadays ........ =/ I'll go deeper about that based on my point of view on the upcoming posts. But heck, no, I won't bored you guys with political shits 'round here, so don't worry about that =D

Despite my E&E background, I'm quite into musical stuffs as well. Not saying that I'm very good in it, but at least I know some of them like piano and guitar. Thanks to my aunt for my interest in piano until today, she inspired me when I was 8! As for guitar, Imma have to thank my good old buddy Nick Chong, when he bought his first guitar when we were in... form 3 I supposed? I smashed his guitar once by accident and scratched it a lil when I first touched his guitar. Damn, I'm so sorry buddy, but you've made my love for guitar eversince. Nick is currently workin somewhere in Bkt Bintang for his college's internship. Dude I can't wait to have another duet with u again! All the best for your internship and I'm glad that you finally found the working environment that you've always wanted.

Other than music... I won't miss sport as well =D I'm into basketball. Dad sent me for tennisball training session when I was 9 or 10 but I wasn't quite into it. As the matter of fact, my younger bro took that place of mine, as what I always know is that he wanted his son to be able to play tennis, just like him. Tho my bro is excelling in tennis now, my dad still say this to me every other time: you'll train urself in tennis sometime sooner. To me its like a father-and-son's agreement on.......a father's wish? dad, its not that I don't want to but I can't find my place in tennis alright. But for you I would give it a try. Basketball is still my favourite tho. Jumpin stealin duckin dunkin passin around, damn that was really some action but for real one!

"Ladies and gentlemen, Bowie is currently in a SAD situation where he defined SAD as Single, Available and Desperate, so if there's anyone out there who are interested in him can give him a call at ..." WTF. That was some crap. But heck, I'm single now. After the 'so much for the happy ending' relationship last broke, its been a year now. I can't help but wonder why everything was left unspoken and if there's any chance, I would like to .... 'propose' for a reason on why things ended with just an 'LOL'. She could've just told me rather than leave me there without a lead on whats happening, and heck, I bought a ring for her when she was actually meeting another guy already. Its not about the ring actually, but I was looking forward to see her on that particular day, the home-coming day! Sometimes long-distance relationship really fucked-up all of us ain't it. U tried to stay strong when both of u are so far away from each other, u called her without fail everyday, informed her what you've been doing for the whole day, where are you going to hang out this weekend, what you're going to have for ur lunch, be the first to say good morning and the last to say good night and tuck her into sleep, worries about her health when she isn't feeling well rather than worrying about urself, but what do you get? Maybe there ain't no right or wrong in this, but just LEFT or RIGHT.

so much for our happy ending, and to that, I wish you well, Rach.

so much for a first post, I'd like to end it with a song's lyric, read the words:

WITH ME -- SUM 41

I don't want this moment to ever end

Where everythings nothing without you

I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes

I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt

Pieces of memories fall to the ground

I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go

'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets

where I walked alone, with nowhere to go

I've come to an end

I want you to know

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

OVER AND OUT