What hurts the most...

... is to have at least scratches or wounds in every thing or person that I love.

A result of imperfection? Bound to be with the incomplete in order to be complete?

I'm sorry.

I can't be perfect.

Happy Morning.

HELP

I'm back there, again.

Help.

Day-13, 2010

It's the 3rd week of the new semester...

So much had happened, nothing unfortunate until yesterday: James accidentally scratched the car, but he is okay, not hurt. Not so long after I was informed what happened to James's car, Jill was hit by a super-bike while driving across the lights. She suffers slight concussion, was worried sick! Sent her for MRI scan earlier today, turns out to be okay, but doc ask her to go back again 2 weeks later. I'm still worried, but now that she's smiling and is able to accuse me of finishing all her cashew nuts, I won't worry that much. Baby you are and you will be fine, because I said so.

So far there are already 3 people that I know met with car accidents recently. Firstly it was my regular performing vocalist partner, Pinkie. She parked her car, and somebody banged the back of the car and ran off. The whole bumper fell off, the trunk's lock seems to be broken as well. A hit-n-run. While James and Jill, as mentioned above.

But now that everybody's okay, make it stay that way!

Apart from the series of unfortunate events, this is what I do:

Reports, tutorials, assignments, it's calculator and Google again, people.

And the as-usual laboratory sessions...
Claire was kind enough to pose for the shot and here it is...
and it's cheerful. Very.

Ambassador of Environmental Technology, Claire Su.
Oh bright smile, Claire.
I mean it!

Alright, I'm gonna go off. Gonna perform at Station1 later.
Good evening to whoever that reads this, and myself.

The weather is:
It's not cool to be hot.

BLOG :: AGAIN, period.

... and again, the gap of timeline between each post is getting wider and wider.

Nothing much happened since the last post.

New year, same air, same place, same people, perhaps the most visible changes is the calendar that hangs at our house, the numerical changes on our watch, and... what? Do you feel 2010? Exactly.

Climate changes and global warming is still going on like clockwork.

Little did we realize that, chaotic is something that makes the world go round. Of course, I'm talking about chaotic in an orderly manner.

Chaos is everyone's friend. No I'm not nuts. Face it or leave this planet. Or look around you.

Recently I read a friend's blog post that's called The Human Prodigy. I related the whole thing to one of Russell Peters's : "If you were not raised in that part of the world, you will find things unacceptable." I was born and raised in Malaysia... and yet, I found so many things that are unacceptable in my own terms. I found that as if I'm longed to some place else, just not here. Hey the country is cool, but the disgusting part is the people's mindset. It's like they were born with a filter in their brains that blocked their mentality from heading the RIGHT way.

Racially everyone can get along... It's not the skin tone that differs us, it's the mindset.
So if there's any (well, there ARE) of you that thinks that the concept of 1Malaysia is going to work really well in ehm 'UNITING' our country, then I feel sorry for you.

I can take the blame for not participating myself in such 'ambitious' and 'patriotic' concept, but hey, I'm just being realistic instead of dreamy, and, ahead of THEM. Say what? EXACTLY.

Anyways... the topic strayed sideways, can't help it, it happens then it happens.

Still? Life is wonderful. Why I said so? Because I feel so every time when I look at my wonderful family, my wonderful wifey, my wonderful friends who defines the meaning of friend. I won't ask for more.

Cheerio.

p/s : this post does not require your nonconstructive comprehension and comments.

Take a listen

This is one of the soundtracks of the now-showing movie Love Happens called Dream by Priscilla Ahn.

This is its official video. Take a listen (: it's very nice in my very own humble opinion.