Friday, December 12, 2008

You

For a long time, I never express how grateful I am to have you peeps around. I think I ought to show the least of my appreciation. So, this goes out to you... who are you? If the words touched your heart, then, it's you.


You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
Listen close for I'm not smart:
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart

You healed these scars over time
Embraced my soul, you loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
The day news came my best friend died
My knees went weak; you saw me cry
Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes

I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much, I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
I never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like much, but I'm yours


Friday, December 5, 2008

Are You Smarter than a 5th Grader?

Much to my chagrin I found myself struggling while watching an episode of of Are You Smarter than a 5th Grader? I fell upon the show by process of elimination while trying to find something to watch that would peak my interest and well, after a few wrong questions it didn't as much peak my interest as peak my curiosity. Was I smarter then a 5th grader?After watching a few *test rounds* I found myself both wanting to know the answer to that question yet afraid that the answer would be a resounding no.

Okay...I guess I need to be honest and let you know I barely passed Geography and while I did very well in English I just about tanked Math. Was this a reality? Was I really unable to keep up with 5th grade material? How...well....pathetic. Something inside of me forced myself to keep on playing , what I had by now deemed, a silly game even though I wanted desperately to change the channel. It was like watching Janet Leigh in Psycho where you know she's going to get stabbed in the shower and you want to look away but you just can't. Except this was far more terrifying. Here, I was losing my mind. And all because of a 5th grader.


I thought if I had to be subjected to my own, well, intelligence for lack of a better word then you would be too. Here are a few questions (answered when you click on the link) to try out your 5th grade I.Q. Ready?





5) Is He's as strong as an Ox a simile or a metaphor?

Okay so these are but 5 examples of what a 5th grader should know.......do you know the answers? If not don't feel bad - most people (and this is probably a travesty) don't. I must be part of the travesty as I didn't get all 5 questions right either.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Des Possibilités Infinies | 無限の可能性

... It says: Infinite Possibilities.

I’ve never been one to dismiss something simply because I can’t see it. This isn't necessarily a faith; it's a fascination with questioning what is and what may be. It's the wonderment that goes along with thinking about all the infinite possibilities of what could potentially exist. I would spend countless hours discussing all the endless options with my dad. He would ask, "What if there's another Earth, exactly like this one, where an identical you, and an identical me, live?"

I used to listen in awe, nodding my head fervently at all the fantastic notions. Just as my dad does, I've always believed in, and hoped for, something bigger – something grander than what we can physically see. Though there's no tangible proof, I've always had a hunch that we’re not alone in space. In my opinion, how could we be? In a way, I feel it’s naive and narrow-minded to assume that we are all there is; that in all of infinite space and time, we are the only living, breathing beings in existence.

Last night I am watched a mind-boggling show on the History Channel about parallel universes. It reminded me so much of those kitchen table talks with my dad. The scientists discussed many of the same "what if's" that Dad and I always do, only they offered rationale and explained the research methods that might actually prove some of these seemingly far-fetched hypotheses one day.


I tried to take notes while I was watching so I could share some of the most intriguing highlights with you, but it was so complicated that I definitely didn't catch everything. But here's some of the stuff I did: they think that parallel universes might really be possible. There are different levels of these universes; perhaps one, an exact replica of our own solar system, with a like Earth and beings that identically resemble us living there, but it's so far out in space we can't see it or even begin to realize it exists.

But the most baffling to me was that they may exist right here, in our own space and time. So, essentially, multiple parallel universes may exist simultaneously, but in different dimensions that we cannot see. As the show was saying, at this very moment, all around you in different dimensions (think of many pieces of paper stacked closely together, and the space between each paper is a dimension - those in that dimension believe their reality is the one and only, and don't know another reality exists right next to them...) are infinite realities all playing out at the same time. You could potentially live out every possibility that could ever exist for you (though, you wouldn't know it, because we're not aware of these parallel realities).

Even more astonishing is the idea that in one dimension, perhaps dinosaurs never became extinct. And in the next dimension, the World War never happened, while another deadly war did. And because these dimensions exist so close together, all these various realities are not only playing out at the same time, but they're happening in the same space - in YOUR space! As an example, they showed a guy sitting in his living room watching TV, oblivious to the fact that mere millimeters from him, in a different dimension he couldn't see, a dinosaur was roaming freely. Wild, isn't it?

If all this is true, maybe there are more of us that live in a parallel universe - maybe in another dimension, yet right next to me, sharing the same space, or in another like Earth with exact replicas of us? And since all options get played out, in one of these parallel universes, I maybe a criminal, or maybe instead of music, I'm passionate about politics. Or perhaps I don't even exist at all!

Scientists are searching for tangible proof that parallel universes exist. That's part of the reason they're colliding particles. (i.e. CERN). But should we be finding these parallel universes? What are the implications? Or, as the show explained, maybe it's imperative we find them, and learn how to transport ourselves there, so we can eventually save humanity, when the Earth is no longer a hospitable (or existing) place to live.

I don't know what to think. But I do believe that it is logical to ask something like: What if the whole world exists on the head of a pin? And we're really tiny creatures, smaller than ants, and we only think we're so big and powerful? What if the planet Earth is just another tiny cell of a living being in another universe?

Look beyond the odds, and you'll find that everything is, if not all, logical.

Who knows what “real” reality is, but it's certainly fun and exhilarating to think about.

What are your thoughts?



Truth is stranger than fiction, but it is because fiction is obliged to stick to possibilities; Truth isn't. The only limits to the possibilities in your life tomorrow are the buts you used today. Without leaps of imagination, or dreaming, we lose the excitement of possibilities. After all, dreaming or imagining or whatever you call it, is a form of planning. What to do? It's part of us.


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Random Post

Did nothing much today... none other than revisions.
I took some stupid photos tho... Here it is... Pictures for the day...

I was pondering...

Mr.E and Mr.Charles fully cooperated with me in taking this photo...

The End!

Come on, I can't think of anything to post right now. Maybe tomorrow!

Cheerio.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

100 Pieces of Me

Inspired by Cheryl =)
*Deep Breaths*
  1. My name, Bowie, was named after the famous English artist, David Bowie.
  2. I was borned on 26th of October, year 1987. 26th Oct is the 299th (or 300th in leap years) day of the year in Gregorian Calendar.
  3. I was borned and raised in Penang.
  4. My dad was a big fan of David Bowie back in the 70s to 80s.
  5. However, I'm not a fan of David Bowie though, not even a bit.
  6. When I was 3, I was able to recognize every car's name and model (cars that were available that time being).
  7. The real reason why I'm interested in piano is not because I loved piano from the very beginning, but it was my mum and my aunt's advise.
  8. My aunt said:" Bowie just look at your fingers, they are so slim. You could put some good use on'em if you are to play piano. " I was then attracted to piano.
  9. I have a younger brother named Bolie, his name rhymes after mine.
  10. I have my dad's smile, while my younger brother has my mum's.
  11. My mum and dad used to be my best playmates before my mum gave birth to my younger brother.
  12. I was insanely jealous when my mum and dad needed some *ahem* privacy because I feared that I might be lonely and no one would play with me.
  13. I refused to leave my mum's side for the better part of my childhood.
  14. My dad raised my interest in English songs and other related stuffs.
  15. He failed to raise my interest in tennis though. But he did raised my younger brother's.
  16. I always feel glad because my dad trained my fluency in English language while he sent me to Chinese school, just to make sure I possess good commands of English and Chinese languages, which turns out I am.
  17. I still think about the friends I made when I was attending primary school.
  18. I had my first crush in primary school. Her name is Lee Cheng Cheng.
  19. I saw her at a tuition class when I was in secondary school. Turns out I still have a crush on her on that particular moment.
  20. I got into the secondary school that I never wanted to attend. How so, it was then I met the best friends of my life.
  21. I can always recall how I got to know my best buddy, Jerwin. Who is also my duet partner.
  22. I met him on a night when I was helping my dad for car wash. He was walking pass right in front of my house and I greeted him. He was my classmate but that's when I got to know his name and knowing that he actually lived on the same street with me!
  23. He raised my interest in guitar when we were in form 3.
  24. We used to sing and play guitar in front of his house every evening.
  25. I got my first guitar when I was form 3, too.
  26. I learned how to play guitar by applying the concepts of piano on it, it worked!
  27. I had my first fight when I was in form 2, I forgot how it started. The person I was fighting with was Khor Y Chun. We ended up shaking hands to each other and "dude, u okay?" because it was about time to attend Science class and we have to go to the lab.
  28. That was when I got to realize the meaning of the chinese saying "不打不相识" (You never fight, you'll never know).
  29. I met my first girlfriend when I was 18. Her name is Rachel Lydia Low. She was part of my sweetest memories.
  30. I was attracted to her pinky cheeks, well, face too.
  31. We used to love Baskin Robbins so much as BR represents Bowie and Rachel, and we loved its ice creams.
  32. My love for Baskin Robbins's ice cream remained still.
  33. Life was perfect, when she brought out the best of me. I miss it.
  34. I used to sing 'You Are My Sunshine' with her, she was my best duet partner and that song was our best performance.
  35. I love giving advice. I'm great at it, too. It's like a magic trick I don't know the secret behind, the answers just come to me.
  36. I can only do this with others. When it comes to me, I'm clueless, well, most of the time.
  37. So far rejection doesn't really bother me. I know I'll get there eventually.
  38. I'm very competitive with myself.
  39. I was a valedictorian.
  40. I worry constantly about things I have no control over.
  41. I'm afraid of commitment, yet I never let this fear stand in my way.
  42. My grandparents used to tell me what things are gonna be like in my future, now it seems that they were right.
  43. Even though it seems like I have a million friends, I only feel close to and comfortable with VERY few people.
  44. I've been in a relationship twice, but in love only once.
  45. I believe my soulmate is somewhere out there holding one end of an invisible string. I am holding the other.
  46. I'm very attracted to girls who are aware of themselves and that don't pretend.
  47. In fact, I'm fond of people who don't pretend.
  48. I find solace in knowing there is a purpose.
  49. I used to be jealous of people with lots of close best friends. Now I realize I'm the lucky one with my special few
  50. My family means everything to me. I would do anything and go anywhere for them.
  51. I hate mathematics so much that I sworn to myself that I will never get my hands on calculations after secondary school, ever!
  52. Yet, I'm in my sophomore year of university, taking up engineering course.
  53. My degree is in Engineering.
  54. There's not a day that passes I don't think about home.
  55. If you ask me how you look, I'll sincerely tell you how I think.
  56. I'm romantic and passionate.
  57. I hate to shop.
  58. But I love to buy.
  59. I love being the centre of attention.
  60. I hate board games and cards.
  61. I'll play them occasionally though.
  62. I've never been to Middle-East.
  63. I used to be very gullible to a fault.
  64. I love to win.
  65. But I hate to see others lose.
  66. I love to sing.
  67. I love movies.
  68. I love good foods.
  69. I love to speak in front of huge audiences.
  70. I trust my judgement, but accept other people's comments if I have to.
  71. Sometimes, things I dream about come true.
  72. Weather permitting, I love to sleep outside under the stars -- NO TENT.
  73. I love to sleep on the beach, too.
  74. I do love beach.
  75. I love roller coasters where the thrill is the speed.
  76. When I read before bed, I pretty much fall asleep.
  77. I was shocked in the sophomore of my diploma, when a not-quite-popular girl in my class stood up and said 'I want to be popular'. I always thought the idea was to rise up and kill the popular kids. Does a Jew want to be a Nazi?
  78. I can type like a speed demon.
  79. I seriously enjoy coffee.
  80. I like the taste of alcohol, but I don't enjoy being drunk, and I really dislike the alcohol universe.
  81. I'm non-smoker.
  82. I've always believed in the existense of ghosts and UFOs.
  83. I believe that the Moon was invented by human beings back in previous civilizations, like Pyramids. It ain't just float there for no reason at all.
  84. I like to sing while I'm driving, of course, if, I'm alone in the car.
  85. I love to play Final Fantasy's piano soundtrack, Memory of Lightwaves with piano.
  86. I love to play and sing Alicia Key's No One with guitar.
  87. My top value is freedom.
  88. I'm spiritual, but not religious.
  89. I believe that movies like The Matrix and I Am Legend are somehow reflecting what kind of future that we will face, in no time.
  90. For me, the 9/11 spectacle was like a near-death experience. It made me loosen up, live for the moment, take more chances, because I could die any time. I don't understand why it had the opposite effects on everyone else.
  91. I prefer something that is hidden than something that is obvious.
  92. I am a true Scorpio.
  93. I got close to death once; it changed my entire perception of life.
  94. I always wanted to travel across the globe on foot, with a group of friends, after civilization collapses.
  95. I have been toying with the idea of going to some unknown and disconnected place and living there for a few months in the midst of nature. Too impractical right now though.
  96. I am moody, over-sensitive, obsessive, controlling, selfish, arrogant, stubborn, lazy and self-indulgent.
  97. I am ALSO kind, smart, funny, imaginative, empathetic, practical, creative, loving, conscientious, and optimistic.
  98. I believe it takes a long time to know a person. So this list is insufficient for you to know me. Anyhow I hope you aren't falling asleep reading this.
  99. I just wanna be myself.
  100. And I found that it's not easy to come out with 100 pieces of me in words!
*EXHALE*
Cheerio!
Fetching comments =D

By the way, I tagged a few people as well tho... =P
They will need to come out with a list of 100 pieces of them as well... Your official name won't be shown here tho, but, know thyself! :
- Choo Xuan Xuan
- Len Len
- Lizard
- RG
- King Stewie
- Jerwin
- Debbie de Unique

*curtain falls*